erm... you guys really waiting for me to post ah...
lol... been weeks since i came back...
can say... good... can say... bad...
good in a way... i've made 2 gd friends...
and they became like my sisters...
lol... yeah.. they are nice people really...
its nice hanging out wif them...
bad in a way... spiritually...
since i came back i havent got a talk wif sean yet
as in those talks where we speak bout God to each other
edifying one another
then also from the israel trip i develop a hunger
which haf nt been satified that now im so dry...
i was so scared... i came to a pt i really cannot take it
and i took out my guitar and start playing while looking through message histories for revelations
well alot of people dunno of cuz...
another thing is my family problem...
i've got over my parental issues already...
i perfectly accept my step dad and my mum and my dad is also ok
but in came my paternal grandparents....
they start to scold my mum for being unfaithful
and talking bad bout my step dad's family...
its horrible... as the grandson... the one who links this two family
i hate it... i wanna cry... but Daddy God was still there for me...
i lack the love that i needed... my mum does not even treat me as her son
rather as a irritant to my step dad...
like scared that i may make him unhappy or smth...
and im so confused wif wad is going on in my life...
and why am i doing things that will cause the thing i dread to happen
argh... its so fustrating... praise God He was there for me...
and He gave my two friends that bring me away from the problems to let Him solve it...
i really pray that the incoming year, everything will change...
and i believe greater things will happen... greater blessings will come
alot of people is still worse than me... they dun haf God...
and alot of people need me...
Praise Be to God and To Him Be All the Glory and Honour
yay im back from israel
i can say no one seems to miss me
cuz everyone haf their own eventful ten days when i was not around
israel rox!
shalom shalom
the people there arent as bad as people think
jews are as friendly as anyone can be
and they haf quite a sad history...
and no. 1 tour guide in the whole of israel
moshe nov!
haha honestly he is the best
haha he is cool and a great dancer
and he plays basketball and a superb cook
the whole group of us was so favoured to haf him
he is geographical professional and a very good memory for history and names
and also he knows when to do the right thing to produce the best result
a very powerful and influential character in the holy land
and he looks like robert de niro
haha
yeah becuz of him i also learn alot...
i also wanna thank sidney (thio not mohede)
i cannot say its lucky... muz be His favor upon us
for making him the leader for this group
cuz sidney is a living testimony
and God sent him to enlighten my path =)
i also wanna thank my aunt
for sponsoring me for this trip and the trip to US last year
and even buying me a hanuka and bible
and paid for my tips when i didnt haf enuff
i shall bless her back when i work next time
and also grace and janiah and leng zai kor kor isaac
hmmm how to say
u added more colours to my trip
esp after we went to tiberius
and started hanging out
=) thank you so much for accompanying me
yeah... thats all... my skin is still zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.... lol lousy blog
